Daydreamin'

My poor little darling is cutting two molars. I can't say that it's been totally miserable though. For one thing, Sydney has turned into the sweetest little snugglebug. Even if a tiny tear lingers in her eye. She wraps her rolly-polly arms around my shoulders, and leans in with an open mouth as a dainty awwwww escapes with her breath. Dolly can't light a candle next to my comfort skills!

I attempted to put Sydney down for a nap today and it just wasn't happening. This is an extremely rare occurrence that only happens during times of discomfort. Of course I came to her rescue. I sat in the rocker, squeezing the last few sniffles out of her until her breathing returned to normal. I flipped her around and nestled her cute little heiny into the nook of my arm as I pulled out Where The Wild Things Are. She quietly listened to the tale of Max and his bad behavior, pointing out the monsters and helping turn the pages. About half way though the story, itty bitty Charley gave the most gentle kick inside my belly. I had a flash forward moment, a quick daydream about reading to my two girls, one in each arm. I paused the story to look down at Syd, and she just smiled at me.

I wonder if she knows. I wonder if she can sense what is coming. I wonder if she will be jealous or if she will welcome her sister with open arms and slobbery kisses. I wonder if she'll want to help soothe her sisters cries. I wonder if she'll willingly share her toys. I wonder if she'll smack her upside the head.

I can't wait to read to my two daughters. I can't wait for the tea parties and to play in the rain puddles. I can't wait to see them share a secret or gang up on me. I want nothing for them but to be the best of friends. To forever have a buddy. I always wanted a sister. I hope it's as special as I imagined for Sydney and Charley.